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First:
This is cross-posted, edited for the appropriate campaign
I am so sorry things are taking this long.
Things should start moving a little quicker. Life have just been really hard lately. A short explanation.
For some time, my youngest, who we now call Hooligan, has been struggling with chronic health problems that we haven't been able to get diagnosed. About a year and a half ago, I started having suspicions about what the problem might be and we were referred to a specialty clinic, which unfortunately took over a year to get into.
The disorder is fairly rare and there are only a certain number of facilities in the US who are capable of diagnosing it, so the wait was something.
The Good News...we have answers. It's not anything life-threatening. It is genetic and yay... I'm the guilty culprit who passed this shitty genetic disorder down to my kid (and probably Guitar Kid, to a lesser degree).
However, the diagnosis has come with a number of follow-ups to specialists and stress to both the kiddo and me.
I've been living with the symptoms the kiddo has been dealing with for my entire life and have just dealt with the pain and all the assorted complications. For some reason, hearing the doctor in the specialty clinic talk about the various complications and connected health disorders...well.
I dunno, it was like a floodgate opened and all the health issues I've been trying to ignore just decided to flare up and decide that this year was going to be the year that I acknowledged they existed.
My pain issues have flared up. My headaches got worse. Insomnia and anxiety got worse. Pretty much every health issue I have flared up and all at the same time.
On top of that, we're dealing with trying to take the next steps in my son's healthcare.
Between getting my son to physical therapy and his various appointments and just trying to cope with my flare-ups of pain and the other chronic issues, I'm barely existing.
All of that said...
Kiddo mostly has a care plan mapped out.
It's entirely likely he'll end up on disability sooner rather than later. All the health problems I've struggled with - from pain to stomach issues to headaches, etc, his symptoms are far more debilitating.
I've had a little time to get my head wrapped around the fact that all the crap I've dealt with for ...well, forever, is, in fact, because of a specific health issue. So, I'm coping and I'm moving to the adjustment phase. And it's almost kinda nice to understand why *%^*&^ happens when I (&)(*&(& and when I ^%$$*$%)(&, I have &^*&(&).
Having answers can be weirdly cathartic. Eventually.
I don't want to go into detail about the disorder for a number of reasons, but especially because of privacy reasons. He's aware I'm discussing stuff in vague terms and is cool with it, but for his privacy and mine, I don't want to go into specifics.
On top of all of this...
Earlier in the year, one of my babies, Stitch, was put to sleep. We woke up morning and he was struggling to move. It seemed like he'd had a stroke or something.
That seriously sucked but everything got even harder because a few weeks ago, his sister, Lilo, (yes, Lilo and Stitch), went downhill fast and within a week, we made the hard decision to send her over the rainbow bridge.
Stitch hated car rides. Lilo loved them. They both loved attention, hugs, me, my guy, our kids, their sister, Willow, and each other. They were the two of the best dogs ever and losing them both so close together sent me swinging.
Stitch was one of those goofy dogs who would try to eat things nobody would think was edible. He once tried to eat a cactus. Seriously. A cactus. We had to doggy-proof our house but some part of me knew we'd lose him first.
I thought I'd have Lilo for a while longer, though. Losing both of them so close together gutted me. These two were my babies. Stitch was more my guy's baby than mine, but...they were my babies. More than any other dog we've ever owned, they were mine. They sat with me when I wrote, laid around my legs on days when I was depressed or just hurting too much to move out of bed for forever.
Now, they're gone. The one comfort is knowing that Stitch did not get away from Lilo chasing him for too long. She's now terrorizing him in a backyard where there's no poop, where they don't get fussed at for barking and if there is another dog in the yard next door...that dog is not any bigger than they are. Also, there is an endless supply of treats.
Having a handle on all of that...
I'm used to trying to move past grief and work past pain, but this year has dealt a little more than normal.
I am not knuckling under, though. For the past couple of weeks, work has been going more smoothly.
I'm hitting the point where I'm actually able to start accomplishing stuff on my way-past-needed-to-be-done list.
That means.
Getting more work done on the omnibus
I'm still working on the third story but I've also contracted a new artist and the project is moving forward there.
Again...
I am so sorry this is taking longer than expected. Your patience is a godsend and I appreciate all of you in ways I cannot express.
Future campaigns
I took on way too much for my first few campaigns and for the next year or two, I'm going to slow down a bit.
Again... my apologies on how long everything is taking.
Status of … Me
There is a fourth campaign, but I will be honest—I want to finish my Bear campaign before I start ordering in the pins for Pintopia. I still hope to complete shipping by early 2027, but I need to complete the Bear campaign first.
Bear/Kit/Preterns
As referenced in an earlier update, I’m limited on space – when I first started this campaign, that wasn’t the case. Middle Kid had recently graduated and moved out. Last summer, a friend of Youngest’s moved in. Then, early this year, my niece’s housing situation dissolved and now she’s living with us. Even the space I once had is gone, so I have to clear out in batches.
I still need to order the next round, which I should have already done.
This is where I owe another apology.
May is historically a terrible month for me as far as my depression goes due to the loss of my brother some years back. This year, I decided to do something rather than wait for the monthly slump. We vended at a ren faire, something I’ve wanted to do for years. It did help.
But it left me exhausted and my health problems have flared up. I’d get home Sunday, sleep most of Monday and have little energy or focus for work or anything else until Wednesday, at which point I’d have to drill down and focus on the next week’s faire and freelance work.
In addition, there are some family issues going on behind the scenes that are taking a lot out of me. Those are mostly resolved, but it's divided my attention more than I care to admit.
Unfortunately, this means I’ve let other things fall behind.
That includes backers of my campaigns and I apologize.
Bear
I’ll be getting another couple of rounds of orders sent out within the next month.
Colbana Files
That will take several weeks to a couple of months, depending on if I need to commission any more art. The need for more art will depend on how everything flows with the formatting. I’ll use art to fill in the blank pages.
Preterns
ABCs of Romance Pins
Long story short
And...I've heard nothing since.
I know all about life interruptus so when I didn't back after the first couple of times I checked in, I didn't worry. But, as I said, it's been over a month since that initial contact and no news.
I think I'm going to have to look for another artist.
The good news, I'd only put a small deposit down.
The bad news...well, I have find another artist.
I might talk to Kmochi, who handles a lot of the art for my urban fantasy series, but that does mean she'll be working on two projects at once.
This is the first time I've had this happen so I guess I'll count myself lucky.
FYI, I didn't send the ebook rewards!
I think I confused this with another project when I posted last night. I should have checked and I apologize for the confusion.
The ebook rewards going out...
It also won't include Night Blade as I'm still finishing up the artwork for that project.
The ebooks will be go out...
I'll post an update
Sadly, there is no article to help with airhead authors like me. Again, my apologies!
This is Sorin in all his golden dragonly glory! Isn't he beautiful!
Sorin is the MMC is book 2 and I'm delighted with how he turned out. The artist for this piece is Lalune.
I'm in the process of getting the next few pieces of art done and I might end up using Kmochi, the artist I use for a lot of my projects. Updates to come.
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This fun enamel pin project is part of Pintopia 2026 and will involve, wait for it... the ABCs of Romance.
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You can follow the campaign here
I'm in the middle of wrangling my campaign for the Holiday Market, getting ready for the Dickens Fest (I'm vending there for the first time... I'm so excited!!!) in Eminence, Ky.
Annnnndddd.... I'm working on the art for the book.
I've received the final artwork for another character in the project!
I'm waiting to hear back from the artist I found to do the artwork for the dragon... I'm super excited about it.
I might use the same artist doing the dragon artwork for more artwork in the book...but we'll see how things look after I see the final image of the dragon.
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I'm offering a project called Books and Baubles
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If we hit the next goal of $6000, I'll finish writing both the scene and a fun epilogue that kinda more or less inspired the scene.
This is involving the two main characters from the second book, Sorin, a dragon shifter, and Gia, a rather unique sort of Fae.
FYI...both speak sarcasm, but Gia is more...fluent than Sorin. What can I say...he's old and hasn't exactly kept up with the times. Gia's bringing him in the modern era, though.
Scene
Gia cuddled against Sorin's chest, body humming with satisfaction.
A deep sound rumbled out of him and she lifted her head, caught the sight of the smug smile on his face. His eyes glowed under heavy lids. One big hand came up to cradle the back of her head as he slanted his gaze her way. "Witchling."
"Dragon." He'd melted her brain. Again. And he knew it. She wasn't complaining, either. But...the smug arrogance...well, dragons were already arrogant enough. If she didn't do something on occasion to nip that arrogance in the bud...well, one of these days, he might try to come through the door and he'd find his head too big to fit through.
Pushing up onto her elbow, she traced the tip of her finger through a light smattering of chest hair. "I've been thinking..." She kept her voice thoughtful and her shields locked down tight. They were connected on a deep, deep level and she couldn't afford to let any of her thoughts leak out.
"Thinking." He chuckled. "Is that what we were just doing?"
She caught his chest hair and tugged. "I'm serious. Pay attention." Giving him a somber look, she added, "You mentioned a few months ago that you wanted me to think about having a child."
His brows arched and his lips parted.
She touched his lips. "I'm not saying I'm ready to, Sorin. Things are still really unsettled around us. But...well, I...I've got questions, baby."
"Talk to me," he urged, capturing her hand and pressing a gentle kiss to her palm. It was so gentle, she almost decided to let the joke go. Almost.
"Well...it's just...Sorin. You're part dragon." Giving him a wide-eyed stare, she hesitated.
"And you're Fae."
"Dragon, Sorin." She poked him in the arm. "I mean...that's almost like being...I don't know...oh, man. I can't ask this."
He sat up, his brows furrowing over his eyes. "Gia, what's wrong? What does me being dragon have to do with us having a child?"
"I feel silly now," she whispered, ducking her head. "Just let it go."
He cupped her chin. "Talk to me," he said again.
Finally, she huffed out a breath. "How is a pregnancy supposed to work, Sorin? Will I be pregnant...or will I...I dunno...lay an egg?"
For a moment, he just stared at her. After several heartbeats, he blinked. Then, finally, in a very careful voice, he said, "Did you just ask if you would lay an egg?"
It took all her willpower not to start howling.
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Project Update: I'm not artistic...
Some of the fault is mine. I'm impatient. I always want to rush and I'm pretty sure when it comes to things like wet paint? That's a bad idea.
Words are better. Words don't drip and run together.
But I need a sign. I'm going to have a booth at a local Ren faire... for those in the general Louisville, Ky area, I'm going to be at the Louisville Ren Faire... and it's on the grounds of a castle. I've already got my garb. I've got books ordered. I've got the tent. Decorations for the tent are en route. But I need a sign. So I'm trying to make it. Hopefully it doesn't suck.
One thing I am good at?
Finding good artists.
Rinfuling is done with the first piece of art. This is Zee (short for Zinnia), from book 1.
I think I'm going to go with simple paintings like this for each of the characters individually and then have a more detailed one of each couple, although I'm not entirely sure yet.
But I'm excited! Do you like Ren Faires? If so, which ones have you been to?
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Project Update: Update! Which is to say... there's not much to say...
- Apologies
- State of the campaign
- Apologies
- Hard Goodbyes to Good Dogs (Pet loss)
First:
This is cross-posted, edited for the appropriate campaign
I am so sorry things are taking this long.
Things should start moving a little quicker. Life have just been really hard lately. A short explanation.
For some time, my youngest, who we now call Hooligan, has been struggling with chronic health problems that we haven't been able to get diagnosed. About a year and a half ago, I started having suspicions about what the problem might be and we were referred to a specialty clinic, which unfortunately took over a year to get into.
The disorder is fairly rare and there are only a certain number of facilities in the US who are capable of diagnosing it, so the wait was something.
The Good News...we have answers. It's not anything life-threatening. It is genetic and yay... I'm the guilty culprit who passed this shitty genetic disorder down to my kid (and probably Guitar Kid, to a lesser degree).
However, the diagnosis has come with a number of follow-ups to specialists and stress to both the kiddo and me.
I've been living with the symptoms the kiddo has been dealing with for my entire life and have just dealt with the pain and all the assorted complications. For some reason, hearing the doctor in the specialty clinic talk about the various complications and connected health disorders...well.
I dunno, it was like a floodgate opened and all the health issues I've been trying to ignore just decided to flare up and decide that this year was going to be the year that I acknowledged they existed.
My pain issues have flared up. My headaches got worse. Insomnia and anxiety got worse. Pretty much every health issue I have flared up and all at the same time.
On top of that, we're dealing with trying to take the next steps in my son's healthcare.
Between getting my son to physical therapy and his various appointments and just trying to cope with my flare-ups of pain and the other chronic issues, I'm barely existing.
All of that said...
Kiddo mostly has a care plan mapped out.
It's entirely likely he'll end up on disability sooner rather than later. All the health problems I've struggled with - from pain to stomach issues to headaches, etc, his symptoms are far more debilitating.
I've had a little time to get my head wrapped around the fact that all the crap I've dealt with for ...well, forever, is, in fact, because of a specific health issue. So, I'm coping and I'm moving to the adjustment phase. And it's almost kinda nice to understand why *%^*&^ happens when I (&)(*&(& and when I ^%$$*$%)(&, I have &^*&(&).
Having answers can be weirdly cathartic. Eventually.
I don't want to go into detail about the disorder for a number of reasons, but especially because of privacy reasons. He's aware I'm discussing stuff in vague terms and is cool with it, but for his privacy and mine, I don't want to go into specifics.
On top of all of this...
Earlier in the year, one of my babies, Stitch, was put to sleep. We woke up morning and he was struggling to move. It seemed like he'd had a stroke or something.
That seriously sucked but everything got even harder because a few weeks ago, his sister, Lilo, (yes, Lilo and Stitch), went downhill fast and within a week, we made the hard decision to send her over the rainbow bridge.
Stitch hated car rides. Lilo loved them. They both loved attention, hugs, me, my guy, our kids, their sister, Willow, and each other. They were the two of the best dogs ever and losing them both so close together sent me swinging.
Stitch was one of those goofy dogs who would try to eat things nobody would think was edible. He once tried to eat a cactus. Seriously. A cactus. We had to doggy-proof our house but some part of me knew we'd lose him first.
I thought I'd have Lilo for a while longer, though. Losing both of them so close together gutted me. These two were my babies. Stitch was more my guy's baby than mine, but...they were my babies. More than any other dog we've ever owned, they were mine. They sat with me when I wrote, laid around my legs on days when I was depressed or just hurting too much to move out of bed for forever.
Now, they're gone. The one comfort is knowing that Stitch did not get away from Lilo chasing him for too long. She's now terrorizing him in a backyard where there's no poop, where they don't get fussed at for barking and if there is another dog in the yard next door...that dog is not any bigger than they are. Also, there is an endless supply of treats.
Having a handle on all of that...
I'm used to trying to move past grief and work past pain, but this year has dealt a little more than normal.
I am not knuckling under, though. For the past couple of weeks, work has been going more smoothly.
I'm hitting the point where I'm actually able to start accomplishing stuff on my way-past-needed-to-be-done list.
That means.
Getting more work done on the omnibus
I'm still working on the third story but I've also contracted a new artist and the project is moving forward there.
Again...
I am so sorry this is taking longer than expected. Your patience is a godsend and I appreciate all of you in ways I cannot express.
Future campaigns
I took on way too much for my first few campaigns and for the next year or two, I'm going to slow down a bit.
Again... my apologies on how long everything is taking.
15+ projects backed in 2024
15+ projects backed in 2025
20+ projects backed in 2026
Project Update: Update - Cross-posted (long) with apologies
Status of … Me
There is a fourth campaign, but I will be honest—I want to finish my Bear campaign before I start ordering in the pins for Pintopia. I still hope to complete shipping by early 2027, but I need to complete the Bear campaign first.
Bear/Kit/Preterns
As referenced in an earlier update, I’m limited on space – when I first started this campaign, that wasn’t the case. Middle Kid had recently graduated and moved out. Last summer, a friend of Youngest’s moved in. Then, early this year, my niece’s housing situation dissolved and now she’s living with us. Even the space I once had is gone, so I have to clear out in batches.
I still need to order the next round, which I should have already done.
This is where I owe another apology.
May is historically a terrible month for me as far as my depression goes due to the loss of my brother some years back. This year, I decided to do something rather than wait for the monthly slump. We vended at a ren faire, something I’ve wanted to do for years. It did help.
But it left me exhausted and my health problems have flared up. I’d get home Sunday, sleep most of Monday and have little energy or focus for work or anything else until Wednesday, at which point I’d have to drill down and focus on the next week’s faire and freelance work.
In addition, there are some family issues going on behind the scenes that are taking a lot out of me. Those are mostly resolved, but it's divided my attention more than I care to admit.
Unfortunately, this means I’ve let other things fall behind.
That includes backers of my campaigns and I apologize.
Bear
I’ll be getting another couple of rounds of orders sent out within the next month.
Colbana Files
That will take several weeks to a couple of months, depending on if I need to commission any more art. The need for more art will depend on how everything flows with the formatting. I’ll use art to fill in the blank pages.
Preterns
ABCs of Romance Pins
Long story short
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Project Update: Ghosted
And...I've heard nothing since.
I know all about life interruptus so when I didn't back after the first couple of times I checked in, I didn't worry. But, as I said, it's been over a month since that initial contact and no news.
I think I'm going to have to look for another artist.
The good news, I'd only put a small deposit down.
The bad news...well, I have find another artist.
I might talk to Kmochi, who handles a lot of the art for my urban fantasy series, but that does mean she'll be working on two projects at once.
This is the first time I've had this happen so I guess I'll count myself lucky.
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