Hello everyone, 

First one I want to apologise for poofing. I've been very sick both physically and mentally. I made some very stupid choices which luckily didn't succeed. Whilst I won't go into detail, as I'm sure most of you understand what I'm implying, I do want to take a moment to remind everyone to please reach out to your friends, family or even your countries services if you are in a dark place. 

I have basically just been in recovery mode, some days I get stuff done some days I don't. It's all been a lot. I have definitely been avoiding saying anything as it's idk embarrassing? I guess. Shameful 

I know this has all taken a lot longer than planned, and I know that's a disappointment to a lot of you. I never intended for it to take so long. I am slowly working through the packages on the days I can so you should all start seeing them arrive soon. 

After everything is done I'm taking a big long break to let my self fully recover and be better.